Sometimes I get depressed and have suicidal thoughts but my life is so full that I’m always so darn busy. I don’t even have time to research a good suicidal method. Heck, even if I got around to that, I would have to put it on the back burner, on my ever-growing things-to-do list. Looking at my sched, I don’t think I even have any spare time for the next 30 plus years! I am just way too busy!